goood day despite holding back the flooods


savanake park, spray jams

embedded skulls and grounded teeth, notice i lost the crucifix from my rosary chain



kinda fitting really


doughnuts


smokes


talks



we shoved into the car to lechlade


picked up chips


my thoughts were missing you all day


silence as you all spoke

swan invasion


beautiful jerks



spoke with sarah n cloudy n luke n charlie when i could



ive been welcommed into the family



adopt me dudes!





i need caring for, these next times loook uncertain





slept under the sun



"the phlem of a wasp"




wrestling


laughter



held back tears


i am missing you too much but i burn it down into a numb pit




ice cream was craved, picked up and driven back


i paced yer landing pad, you noticed and rubbed my hed n neared a hug as i backed away and knew those gates would open



i didnt wanna freak out yer kids



i rested and sunk into the sofa,



candles were lit


charlie closed curtains n said i needed to relax


we drew exquiste corpses



finally collaborated


i found yer copy of "the book of disquiet" after the bath times of luke n charlie


i read sections that neeeded


i willl pik this up before i burn

ive been tracing it for well over 5 years


fernandoa pessoa knew the deal


probably spelt wrong



have always wanted to read it sooo fukkkin much



it holds something greater then can be comprehended in our better days


we know very litttl of our nature


as far as im concerned we know shit of our selves



we have the capacity of limitlessness, but we are restricted by silent weapons



read will coooper


it will terrify


as well as open yer mind, u haVE TO BEAK PAST THAT POINT!!!!







we melted


i walked back to this


return




of guilt trappings, shit







undone












falling into darknesss




and i think of you


i think of you and know






i miss you to the point that this gi is all that holds me in that city, indo not ever wanna have to walk into yer haus again


id rather cease




that cat fuks me offf


male cats are jerks


males of any kind ARE




i ju wanna focus on babysitting, n cheltenham visit

maybe london


i hate that place



i dread my 30th





if u ost u r gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i dont advertise for a fukkkin reaason!!!!!


existance equates shit




whatever you tll me and you


you are it



















it suks shit



x

DRUNK GERMANIC TEXT FROM BABY BRO

"joey, please dont be sorry for anything. i realised so much about life (as cheesy as itmay sound) when you were over..i have a bit of a hard time processingstuff you dont remember..but you will always be in my heartuntil i die. i love youdude. one day, i willput you out on vinyl maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan"



the fukkin fone wont let me call you future boy!


i want to be saturated by you 4!!!!!


taLKIN to sindre was good he better have huugged you all from me


emailing is a bit shit, tones are needed!!!

really in need of sleeping with someone goood


not meant in the way of sleaze




need holding as i sahke n space led down

its getting worse by the days



i need a cloud from monkey to rest within eternally

calll me111



i neeed that calling!

these "parents" arent right in the least




wanna have it out with them



with my mouth or a knife

she was my fukkkkin fiance u prikkk


i was savin for that as a surprise!!!!!!



(the fukkkin wedding)







dikkkk