was good to see you and keep company

gave my mind somethings to think about, about our being


to talk so openly i did not expect, but realised real at the same time

our paths crossed ten years ago or so


but as you said we werent who we are now, we werent as developed

you a mouthy asshole as you stated (you werent) my self faded, ghostlike


so many amazing stories


i hope you do rob that bank as friendly as you can


we spoke naked


of breakdowns, lost loves, blackouts, suicides, attempted and passed, the lie which is money, how we all are connected, the apathy residing in this country, the lie that is life, freedom, the universe, self hatred, the populace of closed off minds running the tracks, escape, the reason behind total anhialation, the importance of sharing creations as a gift rather a product


you told me of your birth into this world

"the first thing i knew of this world was fireworks and alcohol"

we laughed


the breeze felt good on my legs


watched a punk band sound chek


smoked by the road



and then the downfall, i had to leave


company overwhelms after a point regardless who its with


you understood, and im greatful for the beer, and humanity


i kissed you on the forehead and walked away head slumped with tears forming



i had the urge to scream, but didnt want to scare the kids in the playground




put tyran tyran on in my ears and walked off the beer