day of
...if only knew how to end that
....end
...deluded parents
dillusional past the point of return
a meltdown
razors
carparks
beebee guns fired at me
playing open strings
screaming
blood
razors
screaming
punching
nigh
vacuous silence eats
eat at me
lack
lack
lack
lack
untrust us
no trust
no bond
no nothing
nothing no
no
no
no
i nearly stabbed my mother
i wish her death
her and my father
curse curse curse curse curse
cant relate
relate
late
ate
the space grows between us with the dillusions
cut them off
sleep
wake
leave
aimlessly wonder
consuming memories
self hate annhialates
white ace
annhialates
i see your family and am filled with envy
i wanted to share this with her, between us
at some point
lies spread thick as shit over toasted white sheets
i wanna smash that fukking bottle in his face
in her face
these parents are a lie
lies are the foundation of our nature
lies lie to themselves
u wrote bak
u asked how i was
i dont know what to say
"how was swindon?"
- orgasmic
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