cracks
butterfly clips and slams
cactuses bloom toward the sky
wine is staining my gut
the fairies and doves
the rats and the bugs
those unfinished letters
the grinding

the's

the's

comatosed technology
beaten car doors to a growl
jeans for an ashtray



mysterious break



dolphin calls

peppered salami


say it wider




ample







knotted




its time to feed them



a host



smoke after smoke after smoke


theft


a lost child embodied in a 50 year old



if she was only barren



the peace would be



uh





peaceful


a depressed dog and a frozen woman with wash baskets keep company




a jelly fish lays


the knots tighten


fuk it






theyre all laughing, they all know


they say other wise, but the truth is another deal



life!




life is a raw deal




she burns you and holds you in a gutter


pisss in the sink


piss on the stairs


piss on your soul


its invalid




lies and lies and lies






the depressed dog and the lone lost heart


i hold that superted doll so tight at night


if it were living id worry of preventing him from breathing




stale prawn crackers, incapacitants chant


i contemplate prostitues, but know it would sever my psyche

i grind teeth and steal


the jelly fish remains static



lifeless




still





still





there is nothing left





nothing








but her face and heart


























being lone is fine, jus after knowing and feeling, it kills


the jellyfish moves no more





the lamps blare silently

smoking infinitly






till the hole grows as black as this hurt










fuck you all



and fukk your lies





tomorrow i will